L.O.S.T.
4:07 PM Ellie 0 Comments Category :
Looking back, I
didn't pen my thoughts last month. It was purely intended. I have made several
attempts but I was lost. I was lost…..lost of words, lost of conviction with
own trail of thoughts….lost the ability to connect from one points to
another….lost the guts to click the
publish button, lost of confident, lost the plot to continue myself in with
what I believe, lost in the midst of
nowhere…....
I guess March is the
L.O.S.T. month.
Yes, I think you
know exactly what am going to say next….it certainly something with what is
going on in this world….your world meaning my world too….LOST is the buzzing word as far as north pole and as near to your 5, 6 year old kids at home. It is so ironic that amid of this losing thing, would make our country name appears too significantly on the map.
Losing is part and
parcel in life. You can be tested in a meager way or in a huge way, depending on how
significant it is to you. For PhD student, losing the ideas to write is a suck!
(sorry)…especially in the midst of trying to make sense and interpreting the
data. Losing a plane is indeed a serious issue, not only a lost of beloved ones
to the their family, it could give a bigger meaning of losing thrust to the
national carrier, losing a faith to the party who handling the case, losing a
nation sovereignty, losing billion or trillion on wealth, gradual lost of
people thrust and losing perseverance, sanity, humanity, empathy….
Nevertheless, the
real lost for us in this world is losing the blessing and love from Allah!
Yes, losing can be
painful! The fact that nothing is belong to us will ease the pain! Losing faith
and derail from the path of Allah is the real lost! It is a life without a
navigator, the life in the zulumat (darkness), life without the maghfirah, rahmat, huda (guidance), light from Him! Let us pray to be strong to face anything in this world which make us losing ourselves! Nauzubillah!
