Have you ever wanted to be vanished?

I kid you not…..that feeling always in me…in every nook and cranny and lurking it out from my heart wont consider me less human and insane, it is just that certain point in life a mortal like me wants to be out of the radar even for a while….

I always think that certain situation would become much better if I am no longer around people or vicinity which I accustom too. Probably through my absence, people may have a great life, no more hurt, pain and convolution. If people who I profoundly love and care find success and happiness that they crave for and that happen smoothly without me...then let me be vanished!