Ellie chronicles

Malas nak mnulis blog tapi nak update blog..so camner?? Kalau d ikutkan ada beberapa perkara nak citer, nak kisah, nak gebang tapi takut plak ada entri2 yg emo2..ramai yg tak suka entri2 yg meruntun jiwa, meraih simpati yg buat orang nyampah…ermmm…kalau diri kureng tak payah abiskan tenaga dan masa....buat orang marah jer....sedar diri..sedar diri...

So dengarlah lagu nih …aku suka lirik lagu nya…tak payah disclaimer ini mmg lagu yg ada kaitan dengan aku…..

All the right friends
In all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves
In all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Bukan we but I…..aku jer yg ketinggalan kapal….

Let's paint the picture
Of the perfect place
They've got it better then when anyone's told ya

Ermm…


Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?

Ermm…btul tuh soalan tuh…


It don't matter what you see
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say
I know I could never fake
Someone that could sound like you.

Btul..even how hard I try I am still languish in the middle of nowhere.. ermmm

Bagi readers…hahhaha…ada ka…representing One Republic – All the right moves







p/s – ni bukan entri emo kaa??? Ermm…flabbergasted!!!
Btul....things are better off to be unsaid...gua nak senyap!

I guess it is not too late for me to say Happy New Year. Welcome aboard 2010, goodbye 2009. I won’t qualm of last year, otherwise it made me stronger. The path was long, winding, dark and creepy. There were fears, many tears, broken heart, losing hope nevertheless there was reason for cheers.

It is conventional to have new resolution when New Year comes, well... I just want to renew my resolution; it means that I have kept this resolution for ages........for as long as I can remember actually!!! Smirk!! Call it a failure, classify it as tough luck.......cliche to reiterate; it is not your time yet!!! sigh!!

2009, I didn't get what I dreamed or wanted last year, nevertheless I was indebted the lesson I’ve gathered.I am able to read my parameter thus I will become heedful on my capability and luck suggest to me......Everybody, every good and ugly encounters taught me that I can only gained things according to my very own parameter, which shouldn’t entail others trail, certain trace worked for others but definitely not for me and realizing that prescribing to certain path as I thought that I am worthy too, make me chasing a wind as time proven. Staring and knocking to only one door, no reply neither open, waives my perseverance, makes me realize that I need to move on to other routes, knocking to other door that might bring ‘success’ though it is not what I would imagine.


2010, I really, really, really hope there will be light at the end of this long, bumpy tunnel.........

Happy New Year everybody....Gotta Live like we're dying!!

Sepatutnya entry ini d upload semalam...tapi sebab banyak errands lain yg kena buat so kena postpone till today..

Significant tarikh 28 Dec 2008 adalah ini;


ni adalah billet yg berjaya bid d E-bay...dapat murah sket

tak tahu apa kah benda nih?? hehehehe..rest assured, let me show you the second picture...




Masa aku decided ke Paris, rasanya tak lengkap tak singgah jap d Disneyland Paris, so selepas sesat2 d Paris first day..hari kedua kami planned untuk bertolak awal dari hotel tapi sebab knackered yang teramat kami terlambat dari jadual asal...matter worst kami tersalah amik train d Chatele Les Halle (maklumlah pening dengan train route). Then around 11.30 a.m (UK 12.30 am) baru sampai d Disneyland Park yg terletak d Marne-la-Vallee/Chessy, the last destination bagi route train warna merah, kami amik returned tiket...around 10 Euro each (ingat2 lupa daa)

Bila dah sampai tuh mmg overwhelming dengan everything..nampak castle pun terasa macam Enchanted movie...terasa macam budak2 pulak..hehehe... Ingatkan winter nih tak der orang, it was wrong!! tiap2 tempat banyak d habiskan hanya dengan beratur..sigh..Di sini terdapat 2 parks besar...Disneyland Park and Universal Studios. Dalam Disneyland Park tuh ada macam2 parks, antaranya Adventure land,Discoveryland, Fantasyland, Frontierland etc...Kami hanya sempat enjoyed Pirates of the Caribbean, It's small world, Dumbo the Flying Elephant (hihihi)etc..paling rugi tak sempat nak explore Universal Studios, Main Street USA (naik train..aduss)Indiana Jones adventure..etc...lain kali kalau nak berjalan jangan la gi time winter, masa pendek as compared dengan summer (gelap pukul 9 malam)



After 5, kami dah bergerak balik ke hotel and perut dah lapar, esoknya nak packing barang ke Venice, Italy pulak...so on the way back kami singgah beli pizza Mediterranean (senior). Pengalaman paling best nak beli pizza d Paris, pizza saiz kecik di panggil junior, yang besar refer as senior...payah nak communicate dengan orang kat sini sbb depa tak pandai English tapi sebut nama pizza, senior, go (maksudnya take away) dah cukup faham...hehehe... Then kami order gak chicken wings and burgers..semua tuh kami beli di kedai Lebananese (sini quite outskirts area so ramai immigrant Muslim so senang nak makan...even the so called pengurus d Hotel Formule 1, Bassilique de St Denis nih pun muslim gak..so no problem at all!!!

Inilah pengalaman idup yang sampai bila2 tak akan dapat dilupakan...plethora of experience gathered....

Next : Murano Island, Venice Island, Italy...

ciao..

Today is Dec 20, 2009....what is so special about today?? No..it is just one of the mundane day which I have to go through.......what I want to say is about Dec 20 last year. I couldn't forget what had happened last year, deep down in my heart how I wish history repeated itself. Even how much I want it, things in reality suggest otherwise.


Why last year?? One or two people might know it...for me last year was humongous ..I abhor to divulge my inner self feeling now, but my present feeling is very much influenced by my past. My past childhood experience was tough, came from mediocre family, I lived from one paycheck to another. The meager income left, saved only for education, which unlike today, more on personal insurance. It meant that saving in the good old days did not spell the words T.R.A.V.E.L...

As I grew up, I always kept a dream to travel abroad, I would picture myself in Princeton or St Andrew as my alma mater, learn nitty-gritty thing of History...hehehe.....surely plethora of historical marks made the journey meaningful... My eyes wouldn't move elsewhere as I enjoyed flipping the beautiful photos of ancient building...Tudor, Victorian...I could sense the traces of historical thingy ...I would be mesmerized with people, language, culture, architecture, weather and even time differences...to make a matter worse, the ferocious drive to be abroad further goaded by my interest in Man United!!!

Hence, when the opportunity knocked, I surely couldn't resist neither deny the joy
I got from 16 days of ethereal journey. After myriad of years dreaming, I finally landed my humble feet in UK, Scotland, France and Italy. Thus, who on earth can forget such a feat?? Forgive me for being a sentimental brat this time...

This entry just a reminiscence of what happen last year!!!

p/s To those who are endowed to have a memorable journey elsewhere this December...I know u will enjoy this trip, enrich yourself with life experience and suffice to say that I do envy it!!!

Last night after 2 weeks, finally managed to watch Confession of Shopaholic…the longest postponed I ever made when it involved a movie though, not something else…huhuhu…..

The story based from the novel by Sophie Kinsella (The Secret dream world of shopaholic), the novel which I read 3 years ago…ermmmm….The movies I might say not 100% adapted from the storyline, of course, it should be different just to make sure that it sounds American, to have the witty and humor element….rather than having a dry Brit humour…hehehehe

I did enjoy watching the hilarious, vivacious, humorous, adamant Becky (Rebecca Bloomwood) a kind of exactly the character stated in the novel….I did adore the portray of Luke Brandon… kind, workaholic and nerd man…I’m fine with the movies…3 stars..

The only sour note from an otherwise an entertaining 2 hours was the set. In the novel, the actual venue was in UK; Fulham, Southampton, but, startle, it took place in New York, US…………….Rebecca, Suze and all spoken in US accent except for Luke..sigh…I would love to see WH Smith, Boots, Selfridges, Pratt a Manger and even Harrolds but to my bewilderment those were missing!!!


Given a choice I would spend my time browsing and flipping pages rather than 2 hours with the remote control..hehehe….

Nevertheless I do enjoy myself, at least can bright me up from disconsolate life phase which compel me to go through now….sigh....

This time I feel empty and numb......sigh

I am really in topsy-turvy, knackered, aloof, left out..............

May be Michael Buble can cheer me up....






really need a break from all things.....Turkey?? nay.....am not that damn lucky!!!

Yesterday everything went well, I guess...in my opinion.

I was chosen, in fact I was the FIRST!!! I was not gobsmacked, I was not disgruntled ( I think I remain poised...)*smirk*

I've got ferocious premonition of yesterday.

Audit part III?? Hope not....please not!!!!