Ellie chronicles

Yeah....finally....no! not that I have finished my 1st draft proposal ...still loooooooooog way to go...hehehe...no..not that am done with my preliminary study analysis...No, not that I have completed a paper to be sent....which I hope my sv will not read this or know about this blog...

Notice the words around me is too academic (academic sangat lah ) ...yes my life engulfs around T.H.E.S.I.S.

Smirk!!

It is just that am finally have time to post something here....Since last week, my entry just ended up in the draft.. abruptly stop due to unforeseen class assignment...huhuhu

So, amid  of all these I managed to listen to Maher Zain latest album..which contain his latest single No 1, alas,  my choice is on his Arabic songs...especially ya Muhammad, Assalamu Alayka...which both would  remind me of our Prophet Muhammad...thanks to brother Maher. Barrakallah hu fi ya akhi!




Enjoy the video till you still can access it...otherwise go and get the album people...got mine already...

Till next time peeps! Ta da..

Lama giler tak hupdate kat sini!!! huhuhu


Intentionally not to do inscription here!!
No, no not because am too bz....nor am too lazy...it is just am not having a feel to write things in here...
Maybe partly because I have other blog on wordpress which especially tailor for my study....
Maybe having 2 blogs on different scale is a bit topsy-turvy...so to speak....and the toll of many things to be considered along the path which make certain things downgraded as less important....The power of prioritize!!


Ermm..back to the topic...


Fat lady isnt referring to me.... not about asking a fat lady to sing...hehehe
Google this if you dont know....heheheh


This has to do with my team Man United! yaa dah ages did not write about this..........

Currently Man United, the team that I fall in love with when I was in matrics, many years ago, leading the pack with 3 points clear of the massive neighbour Man City...heheheh...yes, that is the compliment guys...


Man City under Alan Ball, Peter Reid, or when the Oasis brothers pledged their allegiances, years back was only a mediocre team. By the look of Maine Road stadium at that time, one who could see the differences in fortune between it and Man United. Who could forget the bravery in Thaksin, a tycoon from Thailand in taking charge of the team and from there the team slowly detected in the radar. The big kahunas like Kevin Keegan, Sven Goran Erikson, former red Sparky and now Mancini, attracted to trade their chances in new city of Manchester, thanks to billionaire sheikh from Abu Dhabi. 


Seriously football is no longer about allegiance, football is not plain as beautiful total game in Johan Cruyff era, it has shifted to money making, fame, lucrative deals and crazy money. Football is a business from the transfer deal to merchandise deal or products. 


Again, back to the topic...huh..heheheheh


20th EPL is within grasp, alas, unexpected things could happen, a blip in performance, a slip might occur here and there along the way to the finishing line. Either we like it or not, a favour even from our rival is badly needed in road to the champion. Previous history has shown that 12 points clear did not guarantee a team to be triumph as a winner and a point may make a different between champion and runner-up. So Man United will not celebrate anything till the fat lady sings!! heheheheh..


Till next time peeps! 

Am suppose to post this entry earlier but... I have thousand reasons to be tardy...hehehe
Frankly  I just want to put relevant photos elucidate what was 2011 to me....


March 

Conference in UPSI...meet the guy flesh and blood

Trip to Kota Kinabalu (my 3rd to UMS)

 April

QA (PhD) course at EDC, Sintok May

Home sweet home aka my baby project June

Brunei

London

Oxford

Harry Potter set

should i say Malfoy tree's? hehehe Cambridge Cardiff  bay, Wales Madrid, Spain Marrakesh, Morocco (Maghribi)

July 

Yesterday evening...quite late evening I have a meeting with my sv....it was unplanned as I thought to meet her next week  quite unprepared to put forward idea and to argue...so it was not a good meeting..ermmm...of course I should do much better next time and I subtly agree that to be at this stage I must have a sharp mind anytime and anywhere, especially when things like this prevail again..... 


To fully engage in one study also meant that I have to be ready to make a decision...be responsible to decide what to do, to focus, methodology to be employed, to be affirmed in my choice...and dare to accept whatever consequences later in viva-voce...huhuhu and I would rather be in nebolous situation now rather than later...


My journey to the pinnacle of human achievement, so to speak, though I bet to differ on this,  is 4 months old, nevertheless myriad of things gained and learnt.. if I ever put them into a book I guess mine is already in volume 2..hehehe...


Indeed this is a journey of the life time, a solemn endevour... experience and joyful thing enticing though the apprehension grows...For me that is the beauty of Allah creation....a concoction of feeling signify how feeble human is, realizing it suffice for me that Allah is the best decision maker, whatever come is the best for me and never, I pray to you Allah, never, to make me alone and unattended in each decisions and path that I make..never leave my fate on my own...


Ermm more decision to be made today....where to study arr?? where to start to amend the framework? huhu....till next entry peep!! 

Eventually am moving in...not to another university let alone abroad although I did receive 2 offers from other local universities after I have decided to say yes to the UK...M offer...kui kui kui

With the aim to get better place to live for next3x semester,to have tranquility and peace of mind to study, when that opportunity knocked at the door as fated by Allah, without second thought I have packed my beg within few hours (hihi...nothing much in the wardrobe), checked out from a lousy college and checked in to another sanctuary...ermm....okla...nothing can compare those facilities and amenities provided by univ in first world country, universities in here are too much lack behind in many ways...from books, database, colleges and even to the bus schedule...huhuhu (a bus schedule is a matter most to me as am car less)

I think this blog need to moving on as well, perhaps a change is a good word, change the layout and template may be...well let see if I have the mood to do so...now it is not a matter of time as I have a luxury to choose between preoccupy myself in journal and academic reading (ouch....so damn serious) or indulging myself with FB, blogs, twitter, online games, movies, hang out, lazing around and simply doing nothing...so time will tell if those change really in place...

Sometimes I can see people around me moving on as well...to the path that good or path that only destruct himself/herself and people around. Probably life experience, reading and comparing one self and others' fortune, a luxury so called time, new worthy circle of friends, new environment embrace might be causes of moving on.....well..those act as perimeter to monitor with watchful eyes and heart to gauge my own life and probably a time will tell that me have to move too....

Zulhijjah is at the dawn...All Muslims will celebrate Muharam which denotes a new Hijri Calendar 1433...new year coming with new trial and tribulation to renew faith to Him and many good things awaiting...hopefully...1432 was not a great one when I lost my father but for some 1432 bring happiness...

It nearly 12. 15 here...a good time to move slowly to the bed....

p/s - so sad to hear that some families in Kelantan and Terengganu need to move on to secure and better place due to flood..Pray that they will keep the faith and pray that those families of mine and whoever back in Kelantan safe and be strong with this trial and tribulation in life..

This is the life that it meant to be...a life that I would never expect...and thinking over it everyday with the thought of quieting always linger at the back of my feeble mind...huhu...Yes, I need to have more than a courage to face, deal, outwit whatever storm, trial and tribulation in this journey. Quieting even at the initial stage sounds premature or anti-climax but losing a father a few days after me registered myself in UK...M (reality bites huh!!) is a valid justification. Seriously post-losing scenario is horrendous and ferocious to endure..particularly trying to juggle between taking care of a mother and to be always on my toes in my study. Seriously for those who read this entry either you know me or not please pray and doa for me to be strong and tough and Allah will endow me His strength and success too as He has granted upon others.

Will I quit? Will I survive? Watch this space...as I will write more on my journey..sometimes and I think most of the time it is better to write things here or meroyan here rather than elsewhere.